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It has been so long since I have been able to blog my life. I suppose I haven't really taken the time to do it. And it's been to long. I have been thinking about starting a chain of post called The Fast Life Nya Chronicles or something like that. I am finding recently that I am not nearly as clever as I thought I was.... Instead my jokes are falling flat and my charm is chipped away falling beneath better and cleverer writers. My book that was so close to done, has now taken a back seat to the warm euphoric world of the working class. I am now the assistant to the bottom feeder assistant. But I love the fact that every two weeks I get a freaking pay check. After a year without a paycheck... the fact that I work full weekends doesn't depress me. I worked hard and fought even harder to fight the curse of the working weekend. Seven years in customer service and I am a bottom feeder one again. Doesn't change a thing...because I have got a damn job! It's weird working after not working. You’re wondering if the haze of the Monday's will be absent. It shouldn't be hard to get through Mondays any more...why? Because two days off is to much when you had a consecutive 365 days off with nothing to do besides cook and look for a job. But after a month or so... the lag of life sets in and your brain is awakened to the daunting fact that this is just a job.
Beneath satin finds a woman just happy to have a goal again... a catalyst to the rest of the dreams deferred.
Waiting on life to begin...
However with this new job, comes a career thought process change? I have now entered into the realm of hospitality. This new world of hotel tourism and travel has gotten me a bit wet between the knees. I find myself dreaming of far away destinations. Is she weird? I ask the woman staring at me in the mirror. Now my progress of life patterned thoughts have changed....
Now I want to see the world. Maybe I wanted to see the world before, but now I really want to see the world.... I want to have an employee rate to many hotels across the world. I am now apart of a brand. Could I dream to work this into a career, or do I return to school.
However the bigger dream still lingers. I only have this one life to get it right. I only have this one life to experience the world. If I should come back reincarnated... how do I know the world won't end and I won't live in the second round of the Jesus times...when cars where mere dreams of science fiction.
I can't escape the fact that I might enjoy turning my world green but I still want the modern compliance alliances with technology.
I still need my link to fast communication and I still dream of being a writer. But I want to use a lap top to chronicle my journey. Can't use a stone and hammer to make my imprint on the world.
This life has to be the life... This one! Can't count on the next one....
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Posted by BitterSweetNy on 2008-08-15 02:45:55 | Rating: | Views: 47
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I am so happy for you!!!!! Sis, you have a job that gives you a pay check!!!!! Why do I get the feeling that you are still not happy? What is really going on? Talk to your Big Sis .
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Posted by Nubian
on 2008-09-05 15:40:55
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