Its the days of complete happiness that leaves me completely fulfilled. its one of those days that make bad days seem so far away. I feel like that today. Like all unhappiness is so far away. It was definitely a day for the books. The radio permeated the air with significant song after significant song until I was filled to the brim with memories. Memories of good days gone by.  Moments of euphoric, drug induced happiness. Blinding sexual tension and complete physical release. I remembered the details so intricately I mapped out the seconds of those past minutes in my head. It created images so vast and uniquie and vivid I had to stop momentarily to remember it was 2007 and not 2004. That the old Beyonce and them song that tickled my inner goddess was not a brand new hit.  The soft upholestry of my Altima was suddenly replaced by the dull fit of the red wagon formerly owned by my grams.  The stop lights and blarring of horns pulled me into a new reality.  Man but just the memory has had me floating ever since.  I lived those days like the inside of a action novel. No dull moment. No kiss un meant. IT was great. Funny how one person can make the smile of your day. Just the right invitation gives you hope for another day. Crazy how we are created so intricately, with these intense feelings that you can't see. Days like this I enjoy being this human, who cries almost daily. Sometimes it doesn't feel so bad, knowing tomorrows outcome. HMMM.. I have to breathe it in. Wished I had aromotheraphy candles lining the walls. Days like today, I could come home to a cosmo and my favorite celebrity magazine. Makes me want for the future.