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Hello Thoughtsharers
Again, it's been a while. I'm still living and breathing....but not sleeping. Don't know why.
Probably because my mind is run over in thoughts....thoughts about what God is doing with me and in me. I'm unsettled - feeling like I'm on the brink of something, but I don't know what. For a moment or two, I was feeling down, then I realized that it is a waste of time to stay there.
I'm having trouble connecting right now...to anything save for my baby girls. It seems I'm just waiting waiting for something new, different, SATISFYING to come along. Maybe I'm waiting on ME.
Working, not writing, has been my focus, which is really a shame because work is not nearly as satisfying.
My big day, birthday, new year is coming soon. I call my birthday my new year, because officially and technically that is what it is to me. It's when I charge myself, challenge myself to soar higher, go deeper, dream bigger, and live more. It's not a time of regrets but of reflection on where I've been and where I'm going. I look at my direction - see if it needs tweaking; see if God is saying something else or if I have gone up a little higher to receive new revelation.
It's a day that I get to celebrate me and the gift of life God gave me, not in arrogance but in gratitude and awe.
The thing I'm wrestling with now, among so many others, so I guess it's best to say the cheif thing I'm wrestling with is 'how to get the true and complete joy and zest for living back in my life without neglecting, rejecting or hurting those that are a part of my life.
Full and questioning....unsettled and seeking...these are my thoughts today.
Little bits...pebbles on my mind.
Till next time!
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Posted by Bitsomind on 2008-08-19 17:04:31 | Rating: | Views: 33
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where have you been, what happened, you were about to make a discovery!
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Posted by bernadettesaint
on 2008-09-22 22:21:42
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