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Lately i've been lost in life. There is so many things that i don't know about myself that i can honestly say that i'm sad. I dont know who the real "me" is. Though since i dont know anyone here i've had a lot of time to myself to just think about things. So i'm trying to figure out my life. I have no idea what i want to do in life. I thought i loved to draw but i don't. Sometimes i think i should go into journalism or something that has to do with writing because i feel like i can write for hours. I just want to be happy. I see a lot of my friends going to school and getting degree's in something they don't want to do but they would make a lot of money doing it. which to me makes no since at all. why would you want to wake up and go to a job you hate. why can't people just do what makes them happy. Everyone is wanting to have this glamorous MTV Reality life that doesn't exist. It looks like such a beautiful life but its just a lie. A Beautiful Lie. We are all striving to have a beautiful life. Even if we gain this life will we be happy?
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Posted by BillabongPro06 on 2007-12-17 02:54:36 | Rating: | Views: 104
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Fortunatly the majority of our population can remember without difficalty all the experienses they had as they grew up, the places they have been - even the jobs they have done.
The names of relitives and friends are easilly to hand.
Amnesia does frightening things to all that.
I am repetedly told how I had met this person, stayed in this house, walked in those streets, and i just have to believe it.
One builds a new life on the demolision site of the past one.
It is a case of starting from scratch - like an acter stepping onto a different stage.
What has aparently hapened simply has to be belived.
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Posted by Triforium
on 2007-12-17 03:06:22
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all i can say is, i know exactly how you feel all too well... i'm a sophomore in college right now and not only do i not know what i want to be "when i grow up" but i honestly don't know anything about me. at this age, who is anyone? unless you were dealt an unbelievable hand, what does this generation even matter yet? i think theres still time for us to figure it out. don't stress too much about it. it'll come to you. when you find something you really love, and it really makes you happy, there wont even be a question whether or not it's what you should be doing for the rest of your life. until you find that, just keep movin along. good luck :]
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Posted by the_queen_is_dead
on 2007-12-18 14:22:42
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