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| Really screwed things up.... |
I have really screwed things up. I can't even talk to my best friend anymore. I do this all the time. I have a best friend, we get really close, then, I screw everything up. It never fails....
I don't know what to do anymore. I just....I feel like my world is crashing down, and no one seems to care. Maybe no one has ever care. That's how it seems. Like everyone just pretends. Could that be true...?
Home life sucks. I don't do anything besides sit in my room. I come home from school, go to my room, and sit there. That's it. I haven't talked to my gram since Monday. All because I'm dumb. In my attempt to run away, I got caught. (was planning to runaway with someone else) Great, huh? Well, we hadn't actually left yet. We got ratted out before we left. We were planning on ditching school at break time and going home to get clothes, and just leave. But stupid people can't mind their own business. Ugh. Wish we would have gotten away. Things would be so much better. And if we were caught, my gram would have defiantly just turned me over to the state and I wouldn't still be stuck in the hell hole.
I know these aren't long. But, soon they will be. Maybe even pages of stuff. But right now, I just want to have simple stuff. At least till some of my other stupid things I do are out there....
So, till next time, Byez.
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Posted by Beetiez on 2009-11-07 14:41:02 | Rating: | Views: 27
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