Sometimes life is just crazy.
And I wonder how we do it. How do we loose loved ones in our lives and keep going. Ya know get up, go to work, get life going again. Well it seems I've been surrounded by death these past few weeks. Three dear people in my community have been sent to heaven and all with in a span of about a week. Then I received a call from my Mom, telling me Ralph (an old neighbor, and close family friend) has passed away. His service would be Friday night with burial on Saturday. I knew I would have to make the 350 mile trip to attend, and with my fears of driving on the highways I also knew it would take a miracle for me to get there. So Friday morning I set out to see if I could do it. Not with out some morning nerves that caused me to vomit like a drunken fool. Stupid nerves. But I got in the car and drove and I made it, along with my best friend Gretchen, my dog. I was there for Ralph's service and I got to see my family, which was a bonus. Just about all of my nieces, and nephew's (that lived local) came to see me too. What a wonderful week-end it was. Then the drive home. Well I made that too.
Only to come home and learn of Erika's death (Cancersucks), which really took my breath away. What a beautiful lady she was. I really with all my heart thought that with as much courage she had, that she would beat her beast. But she too is in heaven with the Lord.
Then last night as I'm closing up the shop, I couldn't find my shop cat (Alley Kat). Only to look out and see here lying close to my car, so I walked over and there she was a mangled mess. I immediately picked her up and her back legs just dangled. Lucky there is a vet only 2 places up, and I took her there. Just to be told, "there is nothing we can do for her". So, I've lost my beautiful Kitty of 15yrs.
Now please don't get me wrong, I'm not comparing a humans death with that of people. It just seems that lately I've been around DEATH just to much.
I couldn't wait for October to be over and here it is November 3rd and I'm wondering if it will be a month like October? Oh, my I hope not.
Stay safe my friends
I NEED a break!
Rest in Peace
Helen
Lois
Rooster
Ralph
Erika
&
Alley Kat
Love
Julie