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It has been a long time since I tried the blog. John died on Christmas day 2007 and I have been trying to recover. Recently went to a Hospice Counseling Session. It opened the wound but now I think I am healing a little. It will take a long time and I will never really recover from losing him. I am only 55 and I want to be happy and enjoy my life but losing John has deeply affected me. We were married for 35 years and I have little or no regrets. We got along well and had a good marriage. I only regret that he died so young. Anyhow, back to counseling. I could not even speak the first meeting. Did nothing but cry and wondered if I should go back. But the second meeting was easier and I have learned alot. They encouraged us to journal - the old word for BLOG! Maybe it will help. As I look back over my Blog, I guess it does help to vent and to "talk" about your feelings-even if no one else reads it or understands what you are going thru, it might help to write down some of your feelings and you can see your progress. I miss John and will continue to write about our life and what happens next. |
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Posted by Barbie731 on 2008-04-17 08:02:42 | Rating: | Views: 101
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