Fighting. i hate it. more than anything in the world. i hate yelling, i hate the feeling, i hate the looks you give me and the things you say that you never mean. the first half of saturay was hell on earth. and it all started because of me. that will be with me for the rest of my life. six months without yelling. without serious conflict. and now it happened. i hope, and pray, that it doesnt happen again.