is being eatin by a cloud called califorina. im so not looking forward to her being gone. its wierd, to think about how much she means to me. ive never felt this way before. she left for st. louis for 3 days and i thought i was going mad. what am i going to do now that she is leaving for 19 days?! i dont even know where to start. im going to need to keep as busy as possible, any suggestions?