"The Replacement."

When your relationship is not working out you can’t help but wonder if there is someone who can treat you better, perhaps looks better and most likely one who can fuck you better. So you start looking for a replacement. It may be at your workplace, grocery store, online or possibly a PTA Meeting. My place of choice as of recent has been the club. I have been trying to find someone that when I see them I immediately find the same spark I had when I first met “The African.” The same spark that that made me not think twice about sleeping with him the first night. I found that the spark that we had was one of a kind. In my case, the whole replacement thing just did not work out for me. I met this guy I was attracted to, we went back to his place and as soon as he stuck his dick in me he came. Literally saying that he gave me two strokes (in and out) is exaggerating. I left his place immediately after. I could not do anything but laugh at myself. I slept with someone to prove I could find someone better when I only ended up downgrading. From that horrifying experience I told myself I would not sleep with someone to prove a point. I guess I forgot the basic rule of dating: “Don’t sleep with someone to get over someone else.” You cannot force yourself to get over someone. Eventually they will do something stupid enough that will make you get over them.