Apart of me wants to sleep with the professional football player. Despite his seeming disinterest, something about a big muscular guy turns me on. I like the idea of being tossed around during sex. I picture him picking me up and with both feet off the ground as he bounces me up and down on his…. Use your imagination bloggers. I thought I was kind of not feeling him, but today I sat in my bed and he crossed my mind; so my instincts are telling me stick around little longer. We would have to establish a sexual relationship in order for me to rate him sexually. He seems like he can be really great in bed after the first few times. I want to see just how open and spontaneous he really can be. On the other hand, apart of me still wants to sleep with The African. After me texting him: "Fuck You. I Hate You." and not calling him for 1 1/2 days, to my surprise he called on his own concerned. He then in his own way apologized; so I gave in and forgave him. However, he did earn one strike against him for the incident discussed in my 12-9-07 blog entry. At this point I don't see me ever not sleeping with him because he has "the dick" and as you know you let things slide when a guy has "the dick." Then again the football player may be someone who can end up taking over for The African. Who knows? Another day another blog entry, keep reading.