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Drug Addict.
It was a humid night in April. I never knew being injected could take you to a land of euphoria where all bad things cease to exist. I never been to such a great place. It was only supposed to be one time. I never expected to try it again. Over a few months it was clear that I was an addict. I tried to tell myself that this drug was bad for me. I tried to wean myself on two separate occasion. I even tried to supplement with another substance. There was no other drug that could give me the feeing that this one did. I had sub-come to this drug that had consumed my body and soul. I was supposed to be the abuser but it wound up abusing me over and over. I was only to use it one time. I was partly to blame as the tables had turned. I got used to the abuse. Over time I accepted it as my companion. My companion brainwashed my soul with intense memories of when I am in that euphoric place. I forgot all the bad things that existed once I was no longer there. I wish I could sober up and see all the bad things for what they really are but sobering up would mean I would lose my companion and my euphoric place. I guess I remain a drug addict. Are you? |
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Posted by BERTHA on 2008-07-18 12:49:00 | Rating: | Views: 89
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I used to be have been clean and sober for almost 8yrs.
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Posted by Passiongurl_23
on 2008-07-18 15:40:13
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Bertha,
What is wrong with you? What happened and who hurt you? Why don't you love yourself? What are you doing?
Reach out. You're worth everything in the world.
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Posted by Cecy24
on 2008-07-18 16:25:49
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