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ok.. so i have to write about how my life is changing dramatically and so quickly through prayer.. i have been down and out and under stress a lot lately. i have been not facing my fears with my finances and resposibilties.. i have been procrastinating which makes you feel like crap.

but.. after praying to God a few times.. my life is changing. and God's always been in my life.. but its really changing. i prayed to be better at my job and do good at my goals and guess what - today i did great !!! i didnt mess up every customer like i normally do! and I MET MY GOAL! THAT WAS A TOUGH GOAL! it was to get $1000 in pay and comission and i met it! but more so, it was about the fact that God blessed me with peace and focus during my work day to the point where there was a huge difference in my performance and it was right after i confronted it in prayer! im so happy. forgive me for bragging but its ok to brag about your God!

i prayed about not being so obsessive, bc i think i might have symptoms of OCD and when i pray against it and talk to God about it all and to Jesus about it all.. the symptoms go away. i dont obsess and i think the obsessing stems from worrying and i dont worry when i trust God and trust Jesus. its all about the faith.

but i just wanted to write about how God's been blessing me. my car has been running great. my relationship with my Mom is good. and my brother. =) i think i found my new condo! and i have a great roommate to move with. im healthy. im facing my bankruptcy. im going to the doctors about my blood sugar issues. it just feels great.

also ive learned that the guys that hurt me before (refer to previous blog if you wish) .. im looking at it differently. im not so hurt inless i let myself be.

idk i just know that feeling when things are looking up and they truly are by the way God is changing everything for me. Life is so different when you put God and Jesus first and you trust them for everything. its amazing how they change everything when you trust them. and its amazing how quick we forget to do that.

i hope and pray that all of you reading this or anyone who prays for a better life and more peace can find yourself turning to God and repenting and just completely putting your life in His hands. i pray that we all can be more like Jesus.. loving, kind, wise, more patient. you know the story =)

and i pray that my life continues to go this direction. ive gone this direction before and God is just amazing at suprising us and bringing Joy and love into our lives.

I love you God, and Jesus.. your my savior and my friend.. and even though I'm getting to know you better slowly, I pray that we are bonded close together and you teach me your ways. I love you too.

AMEN!

Posted by BBMack on 2009-08-07 23:03:25 | Rating: