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So I bury myself in work, to avoid the pain, to avoid the empty feeling in my chest. Things are only so avoidable though, you can only push them so far away. It's sort of like a rubber band, you can only stretch it so far before it snaps, and it's snapped..... hard. The only thing left to do now is let the welt form and let my tears fall. I wish I could just take every emotion out of my body, lay them all on the ground, and leave them there. Maybe not forever, but for a while, just to have a break from all of this insanity coursing through my blood. I don't know how much longer I can take this before I drive myself crazy, to a point of no return. I never know what to do anymore and things just seem to be getting harder by the day, I don't know if I have the strength for this anymore. At one point in time I did, I had all of the strength in the world to handle anything that flew my way, but that left when he did. I've lost and I've gained, things come and go as they please, I learn more as I live on through these antagonizing days, but how much pain can one heart, one girl, take?
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Posted by Autumn_Heart on 2009-11-02 21:48:41 | Rating: | Views: 36
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