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| Am I the fool? Am I the victim? |
I try to make it through the day without a breakdown, but it never happens. There's always one moment where I have to hide myself from all the criticizing eyes and cry. I no other way to get rid of this pent up anger, hate, pain, and resentment. I feel as if I can't suffer much more before I implode. There are so many thoughts sprinting through my head, words screaming at me with every pound of my heart, a slow ice trickling through my veins. Only so much longer... I have no idea what to do til that time. I have a dream, where I wake up one day and I feel nothing, nothing but a calm quiet and a bittersweet emptiness, if I were that lucky. Somethings bring pain, some bring laughter, others bring pain, like a fire burning my soul to ancient ashes. If the day were more bearable, maybe I wouldn't mind some feeling, but there's just too much to take. I am lost in everything I feel, so much so that each emotion takes over my body and controls it until the next comes along to take rein.
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Posted by Autumn_Heart on 2009-11-03 22:02:55 | Rating: | Views: 28
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