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This is my first time, so be gentle... Is this a place I can really say what I think? There is no one to talk to... I have a sister who complains about everything. She has everything, but yet that is what she complains about. I have a mother I cannot trust, who lies but says she is such an "honest" person. I love her, and I hate her. I have a brother who should have been a girl. He is such a sissy, and I have NO respect for him at all. He is 46 years old and cries all the time. My abusive father is dead, and informed me on his death bed that I was always his "favorite", that he loved me and I was the only one of us kids that he trusted; and...he didn't know why we could never get along. That is a really long story...
I am jaded, I am angry, and I am lost. I thought by now I would have learned a few things... But, "the more I know the less I understand." - courtesy of the Eagles.
I don't have anyone I could call a friend... not one of those people you can be yourself around, who will love you "even when they know you are wrong." I know several people who talk about themselves the entire time you are in their company, and if you try to say anything about you they suddenly have to "get going". I also have people in my life who will only be my friend because I can do something for them. I have had people in my life that were supposed to be my "friends", who put me down, and used me and I let them go. So, I don't have anyone I would call a friend. I guess that is why I am here.
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Posted by AslippingdownLife on 2007-10-26 23:27:31 | Rating: | Views: 78
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this is really a place where you can say what you think, i've only been hare a couple of weeks and everyone is really nice, well to me anyway :) ha ha
well i hope that thoughts is good for you :)
i know what you mean about "friends", people here arent exactly freinds but its great when you find someone to talk to if you want.
i hope things get better for you :)
love RamJet :)
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Posted by RamJet
on 2007-10-26 23:42:50
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this is a great place to say how you feel its helping me a lot, hope it does the same for you x
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Posted by lizzie
on 2007-10-27 03:37:03
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this is a great place to just put out there whatever you want. It does not matter because we dont know you. you can take off all of your masks here. I am talking about the masks we hide behind, because we worry what others think. My blog has been life changing. I am involved in a leadership program for the next 90 days and that is what I'm blogging about. I would like to offer you the chance to experience it with me because it is all about what you are struggling with. if it helps....I have a mission in my life and I always knew I had a purpose it's just I am actually figuring out what it is. I feel happier now then I have in years even tho I am being stretched to my limits. thats what it's all about
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Posted by trevorjohn
on 2007-10-27 05:25:25
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i am new here also and feel a lot of your pain....it is so hard to trust people that you know and meet. People have their own agendas, unfortunatly it seems to be a way of life these days. Be strong and true to yourself and your own morals and beliefs. No one can take what your not willing to give.
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Posted by thoughts41day
on 2007-12-04 20:34:24
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