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Okay so..I believe I've had 'paramoral' expiriences.
If you don't blieve in it, please, feel free to stop reading now.
Anyway, I believe in it.. maybe a little too much.
Sometimes I feel like.. I can sense them..
Or I can hear them..
At night I have to have my hair covering my ears so I can't hear them.
Sometimes I think I can see them..
That's not all.
Tonight I got out of the shower..
And I got to tihnking what to blog about.
Then I started think about my fears.
Then I came across ghosts.
[The word even makes me shutter]
And I started feeling like I could sense them.
I started trying to hurry myself, which was making it worse.
I started having to look all around me, everywhere.
I started feeling unsafe.
I paniced.
Then.. I covered my ears in closed my eyes..
When I realised what I was doing, I started screaming at myself In my head, calling myself insane... Im not even sure if it was me or not..
Then I started crying.
And I swear on my love for boys that I felt sometihng poke me in the shoulder..
[One time I was on myspace and I felt a rock hit me in my back..when I turned around there was no rock..and no one there]
I startedto run upstairs but I tripped and thoguht i saw something I didn't even see long enough to know wtf it was.
My dad had to come 'save' me.
Which is...gay :|
This rarely happens THIS bad.
But like 2 seconds ago I heard this commerical about a show called "Paranormal State"
So either this shit is real, or I'ma nut case likemy mother.
I think I am but, Honestly tell me...
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Posted by Ashtonnn on 2008-03-16 22:25:15 | Rating: | Views: 52
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The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
Benjamin Franklin
So, your not insane.
psychosis
A general term for a state of mind in which thinking becomes irrational and/or disturbed. It refers primarily to delusions, hallucinations, and other severe thought disturbances.
So, you could be "pyscho."
But, lucky for you, it's easy to cure. It's really a case of mental toughness, and seeing as your strong enough to put up with people like me that read your blog and call you crazy, I'm sure you can put up with your own mind.
Look, as of now, science, logic and even most mytho-based thinking says that ghosts do not exist. Don't hide from your fear, confront it. You are stronger than your mind; you can control yourself.
If worst comes to worst, see someone who can help you. Again, I'm sure you'd be good after a lesson or two.
Plus, if your mother was a "nut case," you can learn from her mistakes.
You can do it -
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
-- Frank Herbert, Dune. Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear.
Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal. Impatience breeds anxiety, fear, discouragement and failure. Patience creates confidence, decisiveness and a rational outlook, which eventually leads to success.
-- Brian Adams.
Fear is only as deep as the mind allows.
-- Japanese Proverb.
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Posted by maxrichardsondavis
on 2008-03-17 14:20:57
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