well yesterday was our eating day lol.yes one day a week my and my friend have an eating day so we dont binge daily.u know with stupid cravings.and we wnt to see atonement.it is such an amazing movie. i love kerria knightly.it was very sad tho. im  not gonna give it away so i should prolly stop talking about it .but now today i just woke up cause i am soooo tired.but my stomach is sooooo bloated omg.and like u know  how if u dont eat all week then u eat the day after the hunger is almost  unbearable.gah i think im going crazy from it.i have to go pick up my pay check in a little bit.a whoole 90 fucking dollars.that doesnt even pay my horses board offf. it seems im just not good at anything lately.and for some reason my mom is mad at me and i dont know why.but ya im gonna get off here for now ill prolly write more later.
peace&love
ashley