Yes you'll be ok but I know you have to vent. Venting is what will get you through everything,I hate to see some one hurt so much though. When I was your age I was looking for a man to love me and that was what I believed would save me from my doom, and one day it did and now I don't feel so alone. I hope that you find that too. Till then keep your head up because there is always gonna be bumps in the road but just keep on trucken and don't let them break your speed. Ps. It says you made a comment on my blog but I can't pull it up. Don't know if you did or not.

Hey, thanks for your comment. I have been trying my best to keep my head up through this whole situation, and it has not been easy, but I will be alright. I like to believe everything in life happens for a reason, and I have heard that the hardest things in life sometimes happen right before something great...you never know. :) Love is a crazy thing. It's something you just cannot describe...I did comment on one of your blogs, hopefully you will be able to see it soon, or I will just write another one . I've been so stressed out that I haven't been online as much, and usually I'm always online or working on artwork, I can't wait until my heart is healed. I am slowly getting back on track each day that goes by. I'll talk to you soon.

Jessica

You Are Breaking My Heart....

Its funny how the people we love can up and disapear. I think that people are running from something inside themselves. When you love yourself your ability to love another is increased, and you've got a lot to love. I'm sure that with time your pain will subside and you will go back to enjoying yourself as the incredible person that you are. So I ask that you love yourself and know that you are loved by others.
Jonny B

Glad to hear from you. I figured your hands have been tied. I get that way sometimes. I must tell you when you pick men be more picky and don't except less than what you deserve because they will keep breaking your heart. The best thing I ever did was not date for a year. It was hard but fun at sometimes. See it gives you time to find out who you really are and what you truely want in a man and believe it or not I found the right one just when my year was up and now we have two boys together. I feel like your just looking for love and can't find it. Forget men play very hard to get and let the one find you when you least expect it. Even love doctors tell people to give up relationships a full year because we tend to form a pattern of picking the ones who are not right for us. Hope this helps you. Ps. I had a lot of fun when I was single for a year. I did hang out with I must say a man who looked like the finest man alive no joke and I kissed him but that was it for a whole year. He was traviling and had to go no prob for me. It was just a kiss. My sister said she would have been too nervous around him if she was me because he was the finest guy she had ever seen in her life. I agree I have not seen one beat him yet. It made me feel good because he thought I was beautiful and he had no idea how good looking he was. Well despite that. Don't get me wrong I love my husband. I just have that memory of that year as a single and it is a wonderful one.