Money has forced me to move away
The rent cannot be payed
Which is why I cannot stay.
I cannot eat because of the stress
It seems my life is a complete mess.
Little friends to turn to
Someone direct me to what I should do.
Saying goodbye to a bestfriend and much more...
It's hard to face the last time when you shut that door.
Waking up and feeling confused and lost
Overwhelmed because of how much living cost.
Thinking about jumping in my car and driving away
Far from the stress, where I can have fun...like when I was a child at play
The electric will be shut off soon, leaving me in the dark
waiting for that light to come on or some sign, some type of mark
You look in your wallet and you see emptyness...
Which brings upon the feeling of loneliness
Feeling that isolation...
gives you little modivation.
Growing up with my brother in and out of prison
I feel his pain and I am the only one who will listen.
I have been walked over so many times so it's hurt my heart
It has made me the way I am today, and I am ready for a new start.
Once this girl was given a pill at a young age...she didn't know and took it to the head
Later that night, she lay on the floor...not breathing for minutes...almost dead.
Great friends that girl had, left in a dark room all alone
She could hear and see them around her as she just wanted to go home.
They smacked her in the face, scared to call an ambulance, and started CPR...
Those are not real friends, when she snapped out of it, they all left in their car.
Holding grandpas hand, as he was on his way to a better place...
All the saddness and memories going through my mind...as the tears ran down my face.
We all go through hard times... and stress will never go away...
But until you let the positive in... let go of the negative...that is when it will be there to stay.
Hard to leave where I use to stay.My mind and heart is racing so fast
But I can't keep thinking about the past.
I look forward to the future and what it will bring
I am an artist, driven to fulfil my dream.
My family is struggling and it's hard to see,
They need so much help, just like me.
I have little friends, but I thank those who are there.
At times I have felt like nobody has cared...
I have never been at this point where every minute I can break down and cry.
This is what I have to do, know matter how hard is may seem, I know I must try.
I love the beach, write, and I love to draw...
At times the world seems so big and I feel so small.
Some people don't understand what I am going through right now
But you would never know unless you were here, so you can't question how.
Being with someone for over two years and suddenly they're going to be gone
Your bestfriend and the person you have turned to, and have walked the beach on at dawn...
We have been through many hard times, and this has to be one of the hardest I have had to face.
Everything came about so fast, and now it's time for me to find a place.
Applying for jobs that hardly pay enough to but gas in my car
With literally no money, filling up my tank doesn't go very far.
All of this stress has been hard to handle...
It's like I just blew out that burning candle.
The light is out and I there are many things I must handle.
I want people to know who I am and about my life
To share with the world a different perspective...to make them think twice.
When you sit and put yourself in the other person's shoes
That is when you understand why I am feeling so blue
There are so many people out there having struggles far worse than mine.
I understand what it's like to feel like you have your last dime...and you feel like your running out of time.
Don't think negative and cry about the bad things that have happened to you
Pick yourself up and be strong and set you mind on what exactly you want to do.
I draw artwork and I write, and when you look at it, you may have to look twice.
This is my dream and what I want to do, and I appreciate any help I have had...it shows me that there are people who are really nice.
The name I chose is Inkryption- A code put into secret design or writing
And until the day I die, this is my dream that is well worth fighting
This is real life and I must keep all negative things away from me
I have to live with a positive attitude, because this is my destiny.
Sincerly,
Jessica Pritchett- ArtistJ-
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