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So, I'm sitting around on my ass doing nothing but playing on my laptop. I'm chatting with someone who just talks and talks about herself. I tend to attract those types. It's b/c of my damn empathetic nature. People feel like they can tell me stuff. And I think too some people are lonely and need to talk about themselves. I guess I really don't mind. Sometimes I mind. I should've been a mental health counselor. I would've been good at that. Being crazy myself and all. She just gave me a sweet compliment. Now I feel like a horse's ass for even saying anything at all here about it.
I don't really talk about myself much to others. Maybe I do and I don't realize it. But I feel like I keep alot to myself. My blog is one of my outlets. Been playing a lot of games lately. Too many games. And still reading that Stephen R. Donaldson Gap Series (excellent, btw).
I am so so tired. I need to get more sleep. Been dieting and been losing some weight. Not enough, but I am happy with it so far. Anyway, that and working out is making me tired. Actually, I am starving. No today b/c I didn't do so good today, but lately, I've just been ignoring when my body wants to eat. My body isn't reliable. It tells me I want to eat when I've had enough to eat and that's how I got fat. So....I am ignoring my body for now! LOL!
Seriously though...I hate dieting. I guess everyone does. I just want to look halfway decent before I turn 40. A year and a half away. I'll do better tomorrow.
Well, gotta go to bed!!!!
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Posted by Arik on 2008-03-03 21:48:17 | Rating: | Views: 44
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