I don't care what anyone thinks, not right now, in this moment.  I need to vent and whine and that is exactly what I am going to do.  I've read other blogs where people bitch about it when people whine, but I don't care.  Sometimes each of us goes through those moments in our lives when we bitch and whine.  So freakin what.  I am tired of these self-righteous people, acting like they superior to me or to anyone else for that matter.  Disingenuous to deny that they too have these feelings.  I think they don't want to face it themselves and reading about it just makes them look at what they want to deny in themselves.  It's my blog.  If you don't want to read then guess what...don't.  I don't read blogs that I don't like.  Wow..what a concept.  Free will is alive and well, and we can exercise it anytime we want.  Actually, I believe in free will within parameters, but that's for another blog at another time. 

It reminds me of a Guns & Roses song, called It's So Easy:

"I see you standing there.  You think you're so cool.  Why don't you just.....fuck off"

I love that line.  I wish I had the guts to say it to someone who deserved to hear it. 

I'm tired of worrying about what anyone else thinks of me.  I'm tired of seeking everyone's approval.  I'm tired of wanting every single person to like me.  It is exhausting. You give away little pieces of yourself.  Pieces that you never get back.  Or maybe I don't take them back.  Why can't I just let me be me and tell everyone else, "Hey, you don't like it, so what."