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all i can think about is that luke has to be with that freakin bitch of a teacher today. surely she has enough sense to leave him alone today. surely, all the teachers i spoke with yesterday have told her i called them and surely she knows that i know she is lying. so hopefully she will use what little brain she has and just leave luke alone today.
i can't wait til this afternoon when he is home. i can't wait til all this is settled and he can be happy and successful in school. i don't even care if she ever admits to lying. all i want is for luke to feel emotionally safe at school.
someone at work today warned me that the teachers will likely close ranks and start defending her. i blew up. not necessarily at her but at the situation in general. as a parent, i should be able to complain that a teacher is mistreating my child and it not come back on him. this coworker of mine also said i needed to volunteer more at the school. whatever. when am i supposed to do that? i do volunteer from time to time and use my vacation time to do it, but i can't do it all the time. i can't even do it once a week. i work 50 freakin hours a week. i have two boys. i have to take care of myself, my boys, my home, my finances, and MY OWN FREAKIN JOB!!!! this is something that irritates the crap out of me...no one volunteers to help me do my job. if you can't be a teacher, then guess what....don't become a damn teacher! settles that. besides all this, why should i have to go make sure she is treating my child the way she is supposed to? i guess i am supposed to sit passively by and watch her to make sure everything is ok. i shouldn't have to do that. ALL SHE HAS TO DO IS BE RESPECTFUL TO LUKE! that's all she has to do. is that so hard??? apparently it is.
i am worthless today b/c i can't think about anything else. i can't eat and if it weren't for ambien, i couldn't sleep either. i can't concentrate. all i can think about is my little boy at her mercy. i know she won't physically harm him, but she has damaged him nonetheless. i will never be able to trust or believe anything she has to say about him. ever. she lost her credibility.
last night when i told luke that his other teachers spoke highly of him, he looked so happy. i could tell that he thought, "i told you i was telling the truth."
it is a good thing my husband is going to the meeting with us. he is much calmer than i am. if it weren't for him, i don't know that i could contain myself from telling her what a pathetic piece of shit she is. and she is a pathetic piece of shit.
i really have to quit thinking about this and do my job. maybe a little venting will have helped.
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Posted by Arik on 2007-12-05 09:55:27 | Rating: | Views: 98
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Oh, honey, if it is bothering you that much, you should request he be moved to a different class...they should oblige you in that.
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Posted by Rajah1116
on 2007-12-05 11:06:09
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