Hello everyone, I am here because I have made a few decisions. 1. I have this horrible habit of hiding myself and all that I am which is not good especially for me. 2. I enjoy sharing info and chatting with people about many diverse subjects 3. I have something to say and this appears to be the current medium to share information 4. I am on a quest and would like others on similiar quests, or those who are simply curious to share this journey if so desired 5. We have arrived and now it is time to share Well I guess I should start with a small backgrounder. I am 41 years old female and live with my husband and daughter. I have a second daughter however she is married and has a baby girl of her own. I have for the better part of my life been on this journey of discovery looking for ways in which to live a fully aware and happy existence. When I refer to "happy" I do not mean big house big car tons of cold hard cash etc although prosperity in the material sense is wonderful if balanced. What I am talking about is true fulfillment. I am a very creative person by nature and have always sensed I am not pleasing the person who looks back at me in the mirror. I have dabbled in this and that i.e. spirituality, magic, witchcraft, buddism, catholicism, christianity, etc. They all contain truth and the common theme appears to be love, respect and light. I will go into this area in more detail in future blogs. Going back in time; my life is not unlike anyone elses. I have skeletons and scars from childhood. The adolescent complaints and disillusionments. The young adult fears of raising a family. The career that made it tough to balance family and work etc. I will not bore you nor rehash all the detailed pains and whoa's. Suffice it to say I understand this business of life and being human. What I am going to write about is the culmination of 41 years and how I achieve the alchemic reaction of wisdom from them. Notice I said "achieve" in the present tense, that which is to be gained now. I will not bore you with my philosophies regarding life and the human condition it is far to overdone. What I would like to do share is this journey as we go forward. The current drama in "my" life is I am leaving a position I have held for the past 7 years and looking at the options. This may sound like a simple enough drama however there is a catch. I intend to achieve that which up to this point has been unobtainable. This is a degree of wisdom and balance that allows me to give freely and create what I wish as we all know this is the reality of existence. I hope that you will join me on this journey and if so desired share your experiences and thoughts. I do believe "What the Bleep Do We Know" has a very serious although extremely lighthearted message and that is where I am headed anyone want to come along for the ride? Until next time be well and think about what your creating would ya! Sharon