I am glad for the peace I feel now. After having prayed to God for forgiveness, I felt a joyous high. It disapated then I felt connected to God. To be forgiven for all I had done in the last five years was an awesome feat only God could do. It is time now to reconnect with God. Pray all my concerns and cofessions to Jesus and find forgiveness for today's atrocities. I will pray for friends, family, and myself. I will be Thankful for what all God's given me. Just like Job he can take it all away. I am not a righteous woman like the man of Job either. I am as sinful as they come. All I can do is pray. I have that option. It works and I am glad God does give me the opportunity.

I am going to RCIA for I am thinking of becoming Catholic. I will ask the priest what he thinks of my sin and would it be intolerable to hear in confession. Like, would I be excommunicated???? I would like to know before getting involved in them. I really like the confession part. I am looking to learn every thing I can during RCIA. I will let them know I have questions relevant to me continuing RCIA. I will disclose myself and my sins. I will hope that I can become a Catholic.