first im gunna say is if thats u in that picture u are really pretty . being thin has nothing too do with looks . i know how u feel but its not worth the pain . u are who u are and nothing can change that . ya u could get skinnier but what will that help u'll just want less and less until ur dead and i know u care about your life . ur a beautifull yuong girl dont destroy ur life . im 220 pounds and trust me i wish i could get that six pack but i dont let it control my life keep ur head high

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its a good poem. like a REALLY good poem. but sucks that it had to be like that.
im sorry you have to go throught that. Some people FORCE themselves to write happy poems and like stuff they like about themselves ans they always end up beliveing it if they do it long enough.