Have you ever had moments in your life where you feel that your against a wall and to your breaking point and someone keeps pushing? I have... and tonight was one of those nights. I have my own opinions which may not always be right, but that doesn't mean they're wrong either.

As you know I am currently in college and this week seems to be the out for the death of me. Not only do I have an impossible amount of homework, projects, exams, and papers due... but the people around me seem to be aiming to make things a little bit harder as well. I want to stand in the middle of a crowded room and scream at the top of my lungs, just to see if anyone's listening... if anyone cares. Without getting into specifics, I feel as though I'm walking a path that's leading to nothing. It's not even a straight path, but a windy, curvy, hilly path that has a speed limit of 3mph. Is it worth continuing on knowing that whatever I'm headed for could never be there? It is better to let the pressure win and lay down? I'm looking for a future, I'm looking for a commitment and I'm beginning to realize it's not in the cards for me, for us... for him. When is it time to give up and give in? How long do I let myself wander down the path of uncertainty?

When is it enough?

...Until next time.