Well, I haven't been on thoughts in quite some time now.  I am pleased by the new layout they have for it.  Defenitly easier to use and a lot better to look at. 

Im hoping this time I can actually continue my blogs on a regular unlike the two times before when I had started and failed to finish.  Sometimes I wouldn't have much to say and sometimes I just didn't feel like getting into all the crap that was on my mind.  I'm sure this time wont be a problem though.  I just started a new job at Macy's in addition to my full time job and my side bookkeeping job.  Although I might not have much time to get on here, I sure will have a lot to say when I do.

Life is changing so drastically (sp) these days.  Two of my closest friends just had beautiful baby boys and two more of my close friends are expecting, one in September and one in October.  Both of them are having baby girls.  Our group of friends is very close.  We haven't been seperated or broken up (except the petty fights in high school here and there) since seventh grade.  We are now 25-27 years old and still as close as we have ever been.  So these bundles of joy are like family to each and every one of us.  Its so exciting.  I cant believe since the last time Ive been on here, this has all happend.  Its crazy and defenitly life changing.  We are all growing up so fast, kinda scary in a way.  Everyones going their own way, starting their families, and following careers that sometimes lead them to different states.  But Im happy to say, nothing will ever tear us apart.  Its great to have that bond with certain people.  These girls are like sisters to me, and Im also happy to say Ive added on a few more along the way.

While these lovely ladies are starting families and raising children, Im actually trying to figure out what Im going to do with my life.  Ive always had the dream of having children and being married in a little cottage in the country somewhere, but its funny how Im nowhere near that right now.  I am engaged and have been for 2 years in December.  We dont have enough money to get married and neither do my parents.  So for now, we will just have to wait.  But the age of 30 is knocking at my door and Im getting a little antsy.  Ready to have children?, not really.  I could defenitly raise one, but Im just not in "the place" right now for me to be satisfied of actually planning on having a child.  Im not stable with my finances and I do believe im quite selfish at times with wanting things my way.  I know I wouldnt be that way if I was expecting but I dont want to start off that way.

So I have decided to start a new career.  People may think its a silly thing to do, thats fine, but im trying to figure out what makes me happy in life and why not?  I have the free time and the enthusiasm to do so.  I recently applied for a job at Macy's because I really love fashion and Macy's is my favorite store.  I figured, I love shopping, I love shoes, clothes, handbags, etc..  So why not try a career in that field.  Im very excited.  I start Monday and I hope all goes well.  It looks like a very fun and exciting place to work and I am just hoping I can make the money I make at my full time job, which is not going to be hard to compete with.

I might have more to say today but for now, Im signing off.  Happy Friday!