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Just a little note to self....comment if you wish :)

Resolution #1 - Quit smoking! - Now, I have tried this a few times but have never done it. Sometimes I think im ready but it turns out Im not. I dont make excuses, Im just dumb and like to smoke. I want to quit so bad but I enjoy it way to much for it work. I considered the drug but am very skeptical. We will see how this plays out with all the other things im trying to accomplish this year! Wish me luck!

Resolution #2 - Plan my wedding :) - On Dec 1st it was 1 year that me and my fiance have been engaged. We have been through some rough times here and there but always end up sticking together. I write mean things about him on here sometimes but its always to let off some steam becaus I KNOW I am no angel to him either...I do equal too, if not more to piss him off than he does me haha. But I do love him dearly and dont want to live without him so we are trying to get married in the Spring! I have been putting the planning off for awhile now because its so hard and so time and money consuming, sometimes it just feels impossible to do! But in 08' I will no longer do that. I want to get married and start a family as well as my fiance so we are gonna do it! We will keep it simple and tasteful and very inexpensive. A party of me thinks I will be missing out on this big huge wedding but I think thats the little spoiled rotten child inside me that wants everything perfect and top notch, which in reality will never happen. (money wise).

Resolution #3 - Have a baby! Im so excited to do this and have thought about doing it now and getting married later but I think while im here, while I have the opportunity to get those things done first I should. This in turn will be the end of my smoking...so im hoping to be smoke free by the end of this year!

Finally #4 - ENJOY what life I have. I have a life, I have great people and great things in my life. Not all of them go as planned and not all the things are ideal for me in my life, such as job, money, etc. But I need to think of the things I have before the things I dont. I am a blessed person and need to start acting like it!

I hope anyone who made a resolution this New Years sticks too it (as well as myself) and has a great New Year!

God Bless