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I am really in love with this guy I know I am. I can feel it all over, I can't explain it but I just know. But he doesn't feel the same way and I am living with that (no he isn't some random boy, he is my best friend). And yeah, he is okay with it. I know he is I can tell by his sincerity and the fact that he is no lair, that is not like him. All I want is him to be happy and that is enough to make me happy. But today it hit me so hard how much I love him, I broke into tears, and I felt like I was going to puke. He is in all my thoughts and as of the past week, all of my dreams. Something about this has made me feel ill. I have thought I was in love before but then I learned I was wrong.

I don't want to be forced to "prove" my love or whatever. I know that I love him, love is one of the most difficult things to explain in words.

I just need to know how to deal with this, what the hell is happening. Why would I feel sick? Am I just being silly? What was your first real time being in love like?

Posted by AngieAki on 2007-09-12 20:07:52 | Rating:

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		Don't look at the negative side of things... that will only hurt you...Something is out of our control, so we have to command ourselves.
Posted by Sexyback on 2007-09-12 21:08:27


		"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it is yours. If not, it never was", Richard Bach in the Reluctant Messiah. If it is meant to be, it will be, regardless of what either of you think. That is what I believe. If it is not meant to be, then there is something more, better, to come for you after him. You just cant see that at the moment. I wish you well whatever happens anyway.
Posted by scotslad60 on 2007-09-13 07:30:56


		I believe in that as well. But what I don't get is why now (a month after he turned me down) I am feeling this.
Posted by AngieAki on 2007-09-13 19:14:27


		Scotlad has it right Angie. We love without conditions, which means without clinging. We can continue on loving someone without having them at our sides. True love doesn't cling. When we don't cling we can continue to love, yet remain contented in knowing that the one we love is alive and living somewhere like a song. I, too, have a soulmate that I love completely, but circumstances doesn't allow us to be together; hence, I continue to love and remain happy because I have learned not to cling in love. A love that does not cling brings so much joy and happiness. Love freely and be happy. Kim
Posted by Jesusmyvision on 2007-09-14 00:05:31


		Kim and Scotslad both said it well. What you are going through is grief. It means you are accepting that it is not likely to happen. Once that passes, you will be stronger and more able to handle your feelings. It really does suck I know. Yet as Kim said, "continue to love, yet remain contented in knowing that the one we love is alive and living" He is your best friend, because of that you will always have a piece of his heart. It isn't the same, but it is at least something.
Posted by beautifultrouble on 2007-09-16 20:34:17