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I got a message from you in my cellphone.
It was just a one liner but it sends my heart soaring
For a moment and then nothing
My day would go on with silence I got from you.
I've been like this since you told me you're too busy
I told you I understood but now I doubt myself if I really do
I'm trying to fight the urge to get back at you,
To do the things you always do to me.
I don't wanna change
I don't wanna find another man
But I'm tempted, so tempted
Parched from your unrelenting rules of secrecy
I don't wana use you
Nor do I wanna play games with us
because I care for you too much
And its your birthday, that wouldn't be fair.
But you're driving me to the edge of reason
Of playing you for a fool.
I'm fighting my wits out not to cheat on you
I'm not like this, but why are you teaching me to.
Maybe you are just busy
Too occupied to check up on me
I wonder if you do remember me at all,
(Sighs) Who am I kidding..
Your actions says it all..
Now I understand Infidelity
Why I hunger for attention from other guys
But I can still hold on, I'm just not sure when..
..please don't blame me if I'm with another man.
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Posted by Angelirose on 2008-08-11 21:30:36 | Rating: | Views: 38
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Powerful and very well written...
I felt like that (in part) with an ex of mine. It would have been easy for me to cheat on him... instead I just left him.
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Posted by SmallAndFeisty
on 2008-08-11 21:45:52
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Letter from a vampire recently turned and fighting the urge to bite another:P
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Posted by brainstormer
on 2008-09-05 19:24:27
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