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finally saying his name!!

   well he called me at like two in the morning! we usually talk  late but not that late. he is so infuriating!!! he confuses the hell out of me in the most mysterious and nerve racking way. but yet i love how he's not so predictable. EVERY guy i've EVER went out with was so predicable. i could figure out EVERYTHING they were up to. EVERY little idea. EVERY perverted stare they gave me i knew what they were thinking. or is that just all guys? either way he is sooooooooooo incrediblly..............awsome is the only word i can ever think to decribe him.
he's aluring. VERY aluring. the way he looks down at me is heart racing and i love it. the way he kisses me good bye is breath taking. he leaves me guessing. and i hate it completly and love it all the same.

i am hopelessly obsessed with this guy i call..................ZEV.

yes i finnally stated his name.

i sort of hope that he'll some how find this and truely know how much i cringe for him. that way if he feels the same he can admit to it easier or if he thinks i'm too obsesed he can put a restraining order on me then i'll know to totally back off. lol....sort of.

so ZEV if you find this don't hold it against me!!

p.s(zev) i will never say really and truely say goodbye.

                                                ---AC---