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But All So Empty
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Emptyness is growing bigger! still haunting me and yes i got away. But when i began to think of blue skys ,a perfect day. It comes back for me,bringing down the tears i cry. my tears burn even though they help me learn.
I once grew wings, so white and pure. Untill emptyness got a hold of me. It tore them too. Black and holey, they lay on the ground. Can I not get away?
Shirking, Growing i don't know. Emptyness is mysterious. I can't even feel my own heart beating. Am I dieing or just finally living??
Some times I can't feel emptyness creeping and squirming inside me. But I know that doesn't mean its not there! When i stop and take a deep breath I can feel its presents. Even though sometimes I can't feel it I know its over coming me day by day. So why don't i stop it? I can't. Its just something in me. Its become a part of me. Its spreading through me like cancer. I can't take it over. Its over coming me. |