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when thinking of him
When thinking about HIM I find my self lost in relizing i can't have him......Or can I? When your buzzed on confusion and empolsivness ,its hard to think about what you really care about. . HIM or Dignity? Or maybe i don't have to chose between the two? I grow jelouse......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-01 21:53:04 | Rating:

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the tears i cry.
For what i thought was water under the bridge was really flooding the city and my eyes. For every little memory I relived there was a tear behind it. But the tears i cry are invisible along with my feelings for him. They are out of sight but defiantly not out of mind. The tears Icry make me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-12 15:58:13 | Rating:

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a strong hello to every one
HELLO. THIS IS MY STRONG HELLO TO EVERY ONE. nothing in this world seems right anymore. its all going to hell. just a couple of weeks ago the was a shooting in the town next to me. i live on the out skirts of d-burg and it happened in newbern. the girl who was shot......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-14 12:32:47 | Rating:

| Views: 55 | Comments: 0 | Tags: SHOOTING hello hell abuse parents smoking pot friends

i miss.....
i miss the feeling of that first kiss. i miss the hug of a loving person. i miss the touch of a kiss on my neck. i miss the guy who seemed like he cared. but ya know. i don't miss the lieing to my face. i don't miss the teasing you did to me. i don't miss the cheating......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-14 18:08:08 | Rating:

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because i thought he was perfect.
I wanted to believe that he was perfect in every way. he was gorgeous and popular.but i didn't know what happened behind closed doors. he was lonely i expect and had pressure growing on him from college coming up. i didn't expect him to lose it by doing drugs. i thought he was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-16 00:35:54 | Rating:

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its amazing
its amazing how things can change in a matter of just 5 years. you lose a lot, you gain a lot, you experience a lot, and you learn a hell of a lot more than you do any thing else. since I began my life in Dyersburg I have lost my first love, my second love and the guy that......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-16 22:58:34 | Rating:

| Views: 82 | Comments: 0 | Tags: gain lost experience love dignity learn trust friends.

music.
music is a way of expressing ourselves. a few people think that its killing us.certian kinds of it. its the same as saying "guns don't kill, people do" music doesn't kill, people do. if you listen to a sad song and think this song makes me feel like i want to kill myself and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-17 16:43:24 | Rating:

| Views: 75 | Comments: 1 | Tags: express kill bottled up songs

afraid to die......?
wat is living? is it when we're born to when we die? or is it how we spend our time while alive? and why do we fear death? its just the end of something. just your life. I beleive if I haven' t lived it well then i might be afraid of deing because i wasn't happy with my life. but if i......Read More