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Intruder Alert
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My friends are trying to ambush me. i'm hiding out in the comp lab downstairs. I hope they don't find me; i'm just not ready 4 them yet. Just not. Still angry. Just figured out what the hell to label this misplaced anger. It's not that i hate them because they act like they're better than......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-01 15:37:47 |
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intruder
escape
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envy
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Smoldering...
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Told a friend about last friday. she was being persistent. She didnt belive me at first. diddnt understand. i explained to her, and then she understood. said to call her next tiime. doubt i will. still have the pills. still hiding out. still smoldering... ...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-04 09:09:21 |
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hate
depression
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Mortality and Me
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Missing my friends, made an attempt to reinsert myself. Didn't work. Kept thinking, would this moment be any different if i had gone all the way? If i had suceeded? Kept thinking how precious life is. Sat ina seat in the theatre, thinking, would the cushion remember me if i had......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-04 15:47:05 |
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death
mortality
sleep
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Age
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Found this new word yesterday; gustatory. Loved it, very intriguing. Interesting. NEw poem for today:
Wisdom
I am Nubia.
Black African
Kings
Who ruled
Pharaohs.
Within me
Lies
Aida and
An undying love.
Of my body,
It has been said
to......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-06 13:33:29 |
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queen
pharoah
rule
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Old &NEw
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Something hapened yesterday. I hit another low. REAL low. Feeling i'm hitting another level of rock bottom. But every time i get stability under my feet, the ground gives way, and i've hit a new low. When i get the eneergy to finally pul myself al the way out, someone pushes me back in and the......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-07 11:02:32 |
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old
new
depression
death
help
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Quetzal
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Wishing for vodka again. The teachers are starting to notice. I put up a pretty good front, smile and even laugh. But my end is near, i feel it. I don't know if i can go on like this, falling and rising, and rising and falling. I keep telling them i'm just tired. Give em bogus reasons that i'm......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-08 15:20:10 |
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quetzal
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Reprisal
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I really dont wanna be here. I fuckiing hate this school. I dunno if i cant survive much longer....i'm hiding out again, in another commp lab, while the rest of the school is in another building having fun. It sickens me. did a sketch yesterday, of something resembling a shattered mirror, with a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-11 10:34:21 |
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death
mortality
sleep
quetzal
help
rescue
cyberspace
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Phoenix
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I'm really really tired. Feel more and more alone with every passing second. My history teacher was talking to mre about how im the only regular history that's moved up to AP and stayed there. He said to me yesterday, "You're the only soldier left standing." I chuckled to myself. So it......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-11 15:41:41 |
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phoenix
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Hella-betta
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Things havr gotten a little better. My friends have come back (or rather, i out things back in order) although things are not the same. I'm facing a 4 day weekend and all i want to do is sleep and eat sushi. Might hang with my ride or die cuz, but we'll see. My health's been kinda iffy- i've been......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-15 10:19:43 |
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hell
better
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sleep
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ugh
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I find myself wanting one of the men nearest to me; one of the only. I hate this, knowing there is no reciprocation on his end, no hope. I just know the truth. And i hate the truth. A girl can only fantsize for so long before it drives her mad...and i find myslef unable to find that......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-20 13:33:21 |
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ugh
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