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My life has become a meaingless pile of bs. I hate myslef again, wishing for vodka and pills again. need an escape. Don't like that i'm soo open to this guy and like i predicted, hes just hurting me. No good can come of openin yourself up but its all i reallly want. Hes all i really want. And i......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-25 14:59:12 |
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help
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Epiphanies and Goodbyes. Explicit Content
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My kittens are leaving soon. I dont know what to do without them. I almost lost it on the bus this morning, thinking about the two left who still have no homes, and how they'll wake up one morning and all their borthers ...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-07 09:21:25 |
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kittens
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Nest
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Things are looking a little better. For now at least. With the kittens growing so fast, soon i will have to face facts; theyve got new homes and will be leaving soon. But i will miss their little faces too much; i dont ever want to give them away. Ive been so blindly focused on them and college,......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-31 10:40:00 |
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nest
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daydreams
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Tired again. Pain all over, inside outside. Hiding out again. Hiding from the smiles and the bullshit. I want out. Sinking deep again. Hit another low. Ended up in the locker room again, in an empty stall alone again. Keep reminding me how alone it is, how completely terribel it is to be poor.......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-07 13:24:54 |
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butterfly
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Family Mirage Explicit Content
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Alone again. O heart, what painful dissidence you breed. Created another quip today; money cant buy you happiness, but it can sure as hell buy you sorrow. ALone with my thoughts again and it hurts. It always hurts. Conve...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-07 12:35:07 |
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mirage
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Sun
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Long days and short nights. Blustery days this season, days when the mother is frustrated with the promise of spring i know is to come. Eastern rains fall like the sun that is my mother's mother, eyes shine like diamonds in the moonlight. I am restless, like mother, blustery winds blow within,......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-05 13:31:27 |
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sun
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I'm through Explicit Content
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I XXXXX hate my friends. I hate them. I want to kill each and every one of them. I'm not depressed this time, o no. XXXXX depressed. I'm angry. I HATE THEM ALL. I'm angry, bitter and jealous. It seems for every ti...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-03 10:11:08 |
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me
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Buoy
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Things have gotten better for the time being. A series of fortunate recent events (bday, birth of kittens, sushi, good job interview) have led me to feel slightly buoyed. I've decided to clutch the feeling to my heart with all i've got. I focus blindly on those few good things until my vision......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-26 15:20:29 |
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I find myself wanting one of the men nearest to me; one of the only. I hate this, knowing there is no reciprocation on his end, no hope. I just know the truth. And i hate the truth. A girl can only fantsize for so long before it drives her mad...and i find myslef unable to find that......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-20 13:33:21 |
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ugh
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Hella-betta
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Things havr gotten a little better. My friends have come back (or rather, i out things back in order) although things are not the same. I'm facing a 4 day weekend and all i want to do is sleep and eat sushi. Might hang with my ride or die cuz, but we'll see. My health's been kinda iffy- i've been......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-15 10:19:43 |
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hell
better
satisfy
sleep
rest
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