I have gotten a little lonely lately.......so I've decided it's time for me to start dating again. I can't change the past - but I can't live there either.

I have also decided that I'm not going into another relationship for a long while. I'm just going to allow for myself to have some FUN.

I've met 4 new men. One of which I have a date with on Sunday afternoon. We've been talking on the phone for a week or so and I am getting so excited!

Here's the kicker: I met him online. I know, I know, I know.......it's not exactly conventional. But let's face it....I'm a single mother of two boys - when do I have time to go out? NEVER.

On sunday, the boys will be with their father and I'll have all day - to do whatever I want.
So I've been doing some thinking....if the chemistry is right....I'm gonna let things get a little crazy.

Then I'll return to my normal reality of work, bills, boogers and farting giggling children.

I just need a little break for me right now. And Rick is the perfect canidate for the job.

I'm finished with living in the past and thinking about what could have gone better and what I could have changed.

I may not be right in my thinking. But I'm not looking for Mr.Right.....I want Mr.Right Now . And that's exactly what I intend on doing.......Mr.Right Now - get my drift?

I just turned 29. In my 29 years, I've only been a relationship person....and now I'm done with that (for right now). I'm gonna allow myself to "vacation" from my reality with these men I've met. I'm gonna get crazy and do things I propably shouldn't......and really enjoy every moment of it!


Anybody else out there know what I'm talking about?