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| moving forward to the one i love |
i sit here wanting to write what im feeling yet i find it hard to do. if i don't put the thoughts out of my head them they seem less real. less real is what i'd like them to be. but that isn't going to happen so here i go. i want to kill myself. i hate my life and everyone in it. ever feel like you just don't belong like there is somewhere out there your ment to be it's just not here and its jut not now.
i've never been a person who believed they could make their dreams come true mainly from lazyness, i admit. but im not saying here my whole life i will leave the country and be with the guy i love. isn't funny how we always fall in love with someone that is so far away or there is always something in the way. im not letting that stop me anymore im going for it. i'll never get anywhere if i don't try. when life gets hard i always make a run for it, but i run backwards this time im going forward.
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Posted by Amber_bamba on 2009-06-20 21:32:42 | Rating: | Views: 21
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