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| i need serious help. whats wrong with me? |
i need help. i know this. never thought it would become so bad that i turn to complete strangers but here we are.
i see people that others don't. they talk to me, they touch me.
they tell me what to do and say all the time.
i feel like they can control me somehow.
i don't sleep at night because i see there ghost like spirits.
they get me in so much shit that im afraid of myself.
ive lost all my friends and my family don't trust me
i can't blame it on any one else even tho i can't stop it from happening
these people tell me they need me that i should come with them
if i don't do what they say they tell me i will die.
they told me i will die when i turn 15 which is in 6 months.
for some reason i believe this.
but its just hurting so much.
im insane and no one understands
i've told my mum she sent me to counselling it doesn't work. it never will.
its been happening for that last seven years. im not use to it,
everyday it gets worse.
im so depressed and no body knows
i try to get their attention but nothing works
i just want my life to end.
then maybe this will all go away and i can finally be alone.
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Posted by Amber_bamba on 2009-07-05 01:32:30 | Rating: | Views: 32
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