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i was just reading my email convasations from the last 3 years and i realised what a stupid idiot i am. i hate the person i am. i lied, i made up shit , i started rumours about myself and others , i cheated, i pretended to be other people, i betrayed all my friends. and up until this day i wondered why everyone hates me and why did it get so bad i had to move schools well now i know why and im not getting any better im still a lying cheater and i can't help it. i feel sorry for thoses who chose to be my friends. i just want to change so bad but i don't know how. i've lost all my friends and most of my family because of the horriable person i am. the people that still do like me its because they feel sorry for me for the things i've had to go though with my abusive boyfriend but thats no excuse and i know it. just because i was raped and all these other bad things i shouldn't be the way i am. and i can not blame anyone for hating me cause i hate myself aswell.
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Posted by Amber_bamba on 2009-06-19 03:07:28 | Rating: | Views: 28
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