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abusive boyfriend =( i don't know what to do?
my mum always says guys only want one thing. i always thought that was a little low and very offensive for the nice guys out there. well maybe she is right. there are always the guys that are straight out i want sex and thats it, i guess they are honest. but is there actually guys out......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-03 03:41:59 | Rating:

| Views: 162 | Comments: 8 | Tags: abuse boyfriend sex

i hate myself
i was just reading my email convasations from the last 3 years and i realised what a stupid idiot i am. i hate the person i am. i lied, i made up shit , i started rumours about myself and others , i cheated, i pretended to be other people, i betrayed all my friends. and up until this day i......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-19 03:07:28 | Rating:

| Views: 29 | Comments: 0 | Tags: hate

doesn't even know i exsist!!
i love this guy but he doesn't even know my name and i know so much about him. i feel like a stalker but i just can't help it. im scared of talking to him and i don't know why. maybe he won't like me. im pretty convinced he won't. i feel really stupid for being scared to talk to him. im not......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-20 01:01:01 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 2 | Tags: love

moving forward to the one i love
i sit here wanting to write what im feeling yet i find it hard to do. if i don't put the thoughts out of my head them they seem less real. less real is what i'd like them to be. but that isn't going to happen so here i go. i want to kill myself. i hate my life and everyone in it. ever feel like......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-20 21:32:42 | Rating:

| Views: 22 | Comments: 0 | Tags: love

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