im 2o and in the last 4 or 5 years ive lost both my grandparents my great grandpa and my best friend who was only 18 when she died....and still to this day im sad and feel lost without them...losing someone close to you is hard...and in time you will strat to feel better..but it takes time,,, you will always miss the one you lost... to help me i just sit and think about all the good time we had...i no what you mean when you say you want to scream at poeple when they ask you how you are...cuz when my friend died all people could tell me is everything happens for a reason...or well god said it was her time...and god works in crazy ways....everytime i heard that i wanted to snap out on people cuz it would piss me off...and take time to help yourself deal with this before you try to help others that are hurting cuz if you help someone and your not ok your gonna feel worse later... well i hope all gets better for you and im sorry for your loss...keep ya head up

Its okay to be sad for a while. Thats natural. But try to focus on the good times. Often when I think of someone I lost, such as one of my friends who I lost two years ago I begin to cry, but then I will be talking about him and something will come up in a memory that will make me laugh, and the laugh is a laugh you could never imagine. tears rolling down, but laughter filling the air. Just because he is gone,does not mean he has to be. It sounds like he had a large impact in your life, He will continue to live on through the stories you tell, and the things that you do. I understand wanting to scream but saying everythings okay. Its just going to take some time. I am sorry for your loss, Good luck. You will make it through. just remember the good times. Allow others to remember through the memories you have. God Bless.

Just take your time to heal. Everything will finally go, nothing permanent. Just remember the good time and pray for them. May you feel better soonest. love..