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my stomach is in knots. i have tests i am quite concerned about early thursday morning. i do not want to go alone, but i am. i am completely alone. so i can pretend it will wait and stay home, or i can be a grown up and get my fat butt out of bed and go. i have no intention to stay home. i get medical care when people from that cyclone don't even have food or water. but i never lose that expectation from youth that i will wake up well. this goes forever. there is no waking up well. somebody drop something heavy on my head, please.
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Posted by AllThingsBuck on 2008-05-06 19:02:21 | Rating: | Views: 59
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