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Back To The Cutting Board
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I hate my compulsive eating faze. It has lasted now for almost 5 months. Being so overindulgent and senseless has completely ruined my once toned, beautiful body. I can clap my thighs together, I can't feel my bones anymore, my face is bloated and puffy, I am embarrassed......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-07 02:01:28 |
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Compulsive Eating
Depression
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Food Hangover
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I have to force my fat ass to work soon and I am having a bad food hangover. I haven't eaten breakfast due to the non-existent "breakfast" foods in the cupboard. I don't want to eat anyway, I'm utterly disgusted with my gluttony from yesterday. If I didn't weigh......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-07 10:34:25 |
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Eating Disorder
Depression
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Rock Bottom
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I woke up this morning and upon glancing at my mirror I was greeted with a double chin. Monday, I looked about 5 pounds lighter and probably was. I notice my dramatic weight gain in so many ways and feel it constantly. For instance, walking around hearing the loud thud of my......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-08 09:25:16 |
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Food Addiction
Depression
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Last Day
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I'm going out with my boyfriend to dinner tonight. Today is my last day of binging as tomorrow I'm going to begin a juice fast for at least a week. I am disgusted and ashamed of myself after consuming a sugary, fat-ladden breakfast which now causes me to yawn excessively and......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-09 12:54:12 |
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Overweight
Binge Eating
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CitroMag, Salt Water, Flax Seeds, and Fleet Enema
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I had a coffee and nothing more. I'm about to purge everything in my body with this nasty solution that virtually strips everything from your intestines. It's called CitroMag and it's an over the counter laxative (that's putting it lightly) for people who need an empty colon for a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-10 16:53:46 |
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Laxative
Purging
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It's Go Time
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One of the names you probably want to avoid calling someone with an eating disorder is "Chubbs" Yeah, my co-worker "jokingly?" referred to me as Chubbs today. It was great. He claimed it was a line off of Happy Gilmour, but really, there are a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-12 00:02:55 |
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Eating Disorder
Depression
Exercise Bulimia
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Switched "On"
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Fanatic mode that is. I have become addicted to working out again. I can't say that I'm noticing great improvement, afterall let's be realistic here. I do notice small changes. In fact I'm taking pictures every day and that helps. I noticed some brand new stretch......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-12 17:10:56 |
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Exercise Bulimia
Depression
Eating Disorder
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A "Normal" Day
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This is going to be a short one, I'm on my way to my boyfriend's tonight. Only worked out for an hour and ate 3 meals today. I feel horrible about it, but this is what the average person would do. I'm justifying my eating (and lack of additional workouts today) by......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-13 20:30:21 |
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Eating Disorder
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Failure
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I hate myself right now... my lack of control. I have been working out excessively, but hunger got the worst of me and have been eating just as excessively. After my "normal" day, I had a horrible day and today...well, it's even worse. If only it were so easy to stay......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-15 18:48:55 |
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Uncontrollable Binge Eating
Eating Disorder
Self-Hatred
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Oh No, Not This Again...
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I don't know what physically happens to my body when I go to extremes like this, but it's happened before several times. Perhaps the combination of fasting, working out excessively and taking supplements (which are illegal in my country) are causing parts of my body to rebel against......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-19 16:51:32 |
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UTI
Jeopardizing Health
Eating Disorder
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