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| Things May, Finally, Be Looking Up For Me... |
Surprise, surprise! Today was actually a pretty okay day. There was a huge lack of drama and depression, which I do not mind in the least. I, actually, sort of like it, believe it or not. Sure, it's not what I'm used to...but it's better. It's the type of moment that I could live in without the thoughts of returning to where I was. I don't feel so hated...but, I do, somehow, feel as though I am cared for...at least a little. Alright, so it's not a huge happiness or high, but it is me being okay. It's not what I am used to, but I like it nonetheless. It gives me meaning. It helps me to define the difference between myth and reality, truth and lies, right and wrong...it helps me to realize my own actions, as well as the actions, and reactions, of others. It's saintly. I don't feel as though I am on the edge of insanity...nor do I feel as though I am at the edge and ready to jump...just waiting for the opportune moment, No! I no longer feel the need to jump, but, rather, to think. It's great...it's something that I can hold on to...something real. Something to help me live and breathe with ease.
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Posted by AkiraDark on 2009-09-27 20:39:51 | Rating: | Views: 11
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