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Well...today, I just feel sort of...distant. A little strange...I have, like, zero percent energy. As for everything else...it's okay, I suppose. I just want to go back...I just want to resort back to my so-called addiction...just to relax...to feel something. I mean, that feeling that I had the other day, that high, amazing feeling...I don't know the cause of it...but I want it back and I'm willing to do everything to get it back. Even if it means to resort back. Well...other than that, I've been thinking about my brother's best friend...it's horrible in a not-so-horrible way. The fact that I can't have him...that is horrible...but the fact that he's there...that's not. I mean, hey, it does allow me to feel something and I, for one, am okay with that. Even if the feeling is sometimes painful and forbidden, it's still there...and that's all that I really care about.
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Posted by AkiraDark on 2009-11-02 14:22:27 | Rating: | Views: 22
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