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 Back To My Cutting Edge Addiction...
I can't do this anymore...I can't take it. I feel completely pushed away and completely ignored. No one cares and no one is there for me. No one. End of story. I feel so alone, no matter how crowded the room. I don't seem to fit in anywhere...I feel as though no body wants me anymore. Let's just face it, not even my parents seem to want me, nor do they care for me. I mean, really, it's like I don't even exist. I'm just sort of pushed to the side and forgotten. My two brothers and my sister, they are remembered, for the better or worse...me, however...I'm not. Let's just face it, no body wants me anymore...no body needs me anymore. I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown...the verge of going back to my cutting edge addiction {this addiction does not involve drugs or alcohol}, and no body even notices! No body wants a damaged child, so why even pretend anymore???
    Posted by AkiraDark on 2009-09-14 21:07:56 | Rating: | Views: 34
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i want you! i care about you! i dont know you but i care!
your not invisable to me!
i know exactly how you feel! reading this is just like your reading my mind. only diffrence is i have 3 brothers and a sister.
its like your screaming.. noone seems to realise they turning their backs on you. your lonely lost and you just dont know what to do.
i have that addiction too.
you say your a christian..
so you know god loves you! he cares about you!
he hasnt forgotten about you!
hes always holding on to you,
he wont let you fall,
he wont let you go.
i hope your ok.
if you want to talk, your welcome to message me anytime!
Posted by  iamdyinginside  on 2009-09-15 06:36:23 
  
Thanks. I'm glad that I have someone who, actually, understands. =)
Posted by  AkiraDark  on 2009-09-17 20:40:34 
  
youre welcome:)
Posted by  iamdyinginside  on 2009-09-27 14:08:56 
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AkiraDark
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