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So, this is my first time. I've never blogged before, but I've always thought about it. I really don't have anything in particular to type, so I'll just type about what's on my mind.
There really is more to me than meets the eye. Sure, I have many trustworthy friends, and I am happy; but to tell you the truth, I am actually very shy. So shy that I actually kind of despise myself.
Every year, I go to school, supplies ready, and with a confident attitude. Once I enter the main gates, however, I am met with so much uncertainty that my confidence deflates to nothing.
A year or two ago, I used to walk around the hallways with my head down. I was so frightened of making eye contact with strangers. Once I became a eighth grader, some of that shyness lifted, leaving me refreshed. I could then walk around campus saying hi to people I barely even knew. I was finally at the top of the food chain.
After being accepted to Granada Hills Charter High School, I had to attend a four week transitional academy during summer. Instead of normally walking into school feeling optimistic, I was actually nervous. I didn't know what to expect.
Aside from the huge, unfamiliar campus, the students overwhelmed me to no end. There were some tenth and eleventh graders there, and they looked fearsome. For the first two weeks or so, I have to admit that I was a nervous wreck. When my best friend Jocelynn arrived for the second two-week seminar, I settled in and navigated the campus with ease.
I've always been a victim of er, sexual harassment. Now that I'm thirteen, I've gotten used to it fairly well. Why does this matter? I just ignored the usual jerks and led a peaceful four weeks of summer school.
I really have nothing else to say right now, so maybe I'll write more later.
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Posted by AiCupid on 2008-08-05 18:53:24 | Rating: | Views: 33
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Yeah that sucks. I go to a charter school but it is inside of another huge school. LOts o kids!!! Im a sophmore now but i still don't talk to anyone who is taller than me
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Posted by Black_Panda
on 2008-08-05 18:58:13
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