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"NOOOO!" I scream at my characters, leaning back in my chair and running my fingers through my hair, the way I always do when I'm upset. "Do as I tell you to. REALLY. It will be much better for you- you'll survive, and you'll end up with your one true love that I have destined for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-09 00:33:30 | Rating:

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NaNoWriMo is back again!
Please go here. But since I know half of you are too lazy to go there, I'll give you the introduction to my novel. Just because I like to show it off. ^.^ Once upon at time there was a potato. Ok, joking, there wasn't. Well, there was, but it is only minorly important. See,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-02 16:58:36 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 3 | Tags: NaNoWriMo National Novel Writing Month introduction

Snow
I HATE snow. It's like a prison. A deceptively white, sparkly prison. I can't stand it. I mean, in the summer, at least if I'm having a hard time, i can get out of this house. But I can't do that in the winter. My body revolts and I end up having serious aftereffects for days. I hate it.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-29 18:53:46 | Rating:

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Sick Of This
Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes: and leap! It's time to try Defying gravity I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-19 22:31:19 | Rating:

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I realized...
Today I realized something that really bugs me about my mother, that I never want to imitate. She's been through plenty, but she didn't LEARN from it. She let it overcome her, and became, even in her own mind, a "victim." I refuse. I plan to learn from this, even if it means......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-25 10:58:53 | Rating:

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A Short Story From a Hard Time
I wrote this about three months ago when I was having a really bad time. Blue The rain splashed from the tires of the car, soaking my lower body. I didn't move, staring at the sky. It was grey, of course; everything was, these days. The doctors said people like me often......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-22 17:44:52 | Rating:

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Today
Today, I am overloaded. Why? It's my brother's birthday. But with my mom deciding to schedule the day, not only did I have to make two cheesecakes and Doggy Chow, not to mention setting up the party, we also had our new refridgerator delivered, had a garage sale/lemonade......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-18 20:55:25 | Rating:

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White Sauce Lasagna and Me
Today I was reading a short story I'd written a while ago. It mentioned white sauce lasagna- the female main character made some. And that took me on a trip down memory lane. A couple years ago, my life blew up. And in the process, a lot of my mom's friends did what moms' friends do; brought......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-17 22:28:31 | Rating:

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Why I love Cleverbot.
This is what I do when I'm bored. It's fun. User: Fml. Cleverbot: Why fml. User: Because it's the worst website ever. Cleverbot: I am, whatever you say I am. User: Ok...? Cleverbot: Well, you are! User: FINE! Cleverbot: Now what are you going to do?......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-15 17:10:09 | Rating:

| Views: 92 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Cleverbot

Novels, Loneliness, Sick, and Stress
Four parts, obviously. Novels: I have two main ones I'm working on. Once I finish one, I'll have four main ones. It's frustrating because I have too much words and too little brainz and focus. Loneliness: Very lonely. Very undeserved. Very stupid because my friends truly love me and are......Read More