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things that suck.
my brother, lee. selfish.
my best friend: works two jobs and school...never see her.
my dad. super stressed since my brother (lee) drove my moms jeep cherokee into a pole sunday.
the fact that i having nothing going on tonight. and this is why...my friends -
lee - see above.
chelsea - i still can't drive and i really hate to put her out with driving me around.
cassie - gosh who knows what drama shes going dig up since chels pretty much told her everyone hated her (which isn't true.) but mostly that my choice not being with her hahaha.
satch - i'm still not aloud to hangout with him alone...long story...tell ya later.
lindsey - she's either trying to catch up on sleep from working her night job, working her other job.
i'm so proud of her though =]
joey - he lives just to far away to regularly do things on the weekend.
josh & nate (brothers) - they're...kinda perfect...and christian...and i...hang out with drunks. and i'm definatly not perfect or currently not that close to being a christian. also...nate had a thing for me acouple months back and pretty much he made it a big ass deal when i just wasn't that into him and we hang out know but he still purposly tries to make it akward sometimes. boys can be drama queens too.
mallory - same deal with josh and nate, shes kinda innocent...well not really kinda...is. but i really love this chick to death...one of my best friends.
and here i sit. because i just can't stand to be someone else's burden.
P.s. Sorry about the whole lowercase thing I kinda got carried away typing and forgot...I do that sometimes,
xoxo
{ P.s.s. The song in my head - and if theres anybody out there like me they'll know when i find a song...it just fits for everything in my mind. }
Well I started out down a dirty road
Started out all alone
And the sun went down as I crossed the hill
And the town lit up, the world got still
I'm learning to fly, but I ain't got wings
Coming down is the hardest thing
Well the good ol' days may not return
And the rocks might melt and the sea may burn
I'm learning to fly, but I ain't got wings
Coming down is the hardest thing
Well some say life will beat you down
Break your heart, steal your crown
So I've started out, for God knows where
I guess I'll know when I get there
I'm learning to fly, around the clouds,
But what goes up must come down
I'm learning to fly, but I ain't got wings
Coming down is the hardest thing
-Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers - "Learning To Fly"
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